Don't let me go #
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JanusSpans 0-1
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Token ID
2000000000000000001
Token Standard
ERC-721
Description
21 years, 15 years, we built a world together, i lived the world to our fullest, i served and only learned to take in anger, resentment boiled and i became two people in one body conscious of the other, i lived for two people, spinning plates, spinning little lies into big lies, grandiose visions born from the specter of failure and resentment giving way to the disintegration of love into a sticky messy pool of anger, anxiety, unspoken things and it festers, and then your head pops and you fall and then all is bare, we see each other and the pain, two ways with deep pain and love all entrenched and boiling together, too fast and the need for slowing, not really fully listening or hearing whichever is the deeper tug, seeing and reading and repeating but not feeling and understanding, then pop again the bubble, it pops, reality was not reality, the real reality comes back to the drama that was being written, the fake life, i saw that i could no longer be with you and it killed me, it bore a hole through my heart and mind and soul, the soul we had rooted from was there, the edifice and msak had to die so we killed it together, that day we fought so hard we were afraid of ourselves, our entire family cowering in fear of the unknown rage abyss, and we wept, and i could no longer feelyou, and i found myself, little and scared and broken and afraid to fail and i looked at you as you faced away from me, you were facing away from me, you were facing away and i exploded into flames, dark flames, i died and my self reemerged from the pain and my heart and my blood and bones ached for you.i can’t breathe, i can’t breath, am i breathing? No one would ever be able to replace you, fools think they can live without love and greater fools give up love that is timeless, ancient, primordial, 1 please don’t let me go, please don’t let me go, please don’t let me go This is a visual music piece about the dissolution of my lifelong partnership and the hopeful kindling of our new one Visuals derived from SDXL Comfy UI images of couples run through visual editing FX, layered with visuals combined through RunwayML, audio piece written in my home studio The music is disjointed and cumbersome as my emotions and soul feel at this time, the melody pleasing but allusive, a drone of anxiety filling the background with static and pops of the glitched mind
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janusspans
ai
music
video
collage
videocollage
aivideo
experimental
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